My little world...

Solitude is blissful.  Many would see solitude as negative or sad but it is different for me.  It is my companion.  Solitude helps me in many of my toughest decisions.  Solitude is not just being alone; it is also thinking about anything or anyone without bother without others telling you that you can't.  Being alone is not a bad thing just a simple way to releases stress, following my dreams, and imagination.

Imagination come in many vary.  Mine is weak and dull in crowds of people but loud and outspoken in the silents of nothingness.  My imagination can be seen best when i'm alone, because then I can think about anything with worrying other people would costly look at me or scan if I'm still here.  I can see in the darkness of nothing because the nothingness is my friend of peace were only me and my mind existence in that very world.  A quite, happy little world, it is my utopia of imagination or thoughts.

As I paint the picture imagination in my little world my dreams come to life as if they are little brownies, mischievous, helpful little children.  I can see my path in the light of solitude.  When with others it is hard to think when the crowds of people yell and push their ideas in a subject, I am too scary to speak about life and dreams in that situation.  While in my little world I am the only one there to see my path to see my goal of life and follow it unconisously.  In solitude I can think about my situation, life, and important peoples then see where I should go where I belongs.  Alone still a child in the mind, I wander and paint my dreams in my imagination until they bleed into each other as one.

Solitude is a good reliever of stress.  It was the only one who knew me the best. Being alone remind me of my grandmother.  She has been alone a lot of the time after grandfather died but always so happy.  I've always wonder why.  The reason was religion, it was the only way she can be bonded to her family in the afterlife.  She would spend 2 hours in the morning, afternoon, and night in the alter in her house praying or speaking to the dead and Buddha.  It has relieved her of sadness and grand her temporary happiness to live on.  I, too, feel like I have gain this trait for me solitude helps me think to gain temporary happiness until the very end. 

Solitude is my little world.  It can paint my best work in life and make it better.  My dreams in life feel like they are in hands reach and encourage me to do better life.  Being alone makes me feel like I'm in a nostalgic time, a sense of safety and relief.  My little world has me, myself, and I; just enough for me to live on in life.